Olen 17. päivässä kun kirjoitan tätä juttua. Minusta tuntuu, etten ole ollut mikään mallioppilas. Unohdan tehdä niitä vakuutteluja ja aina välipäivien jälkeen unohdan sen 2-3 päiväksi. Mielestäni olen kuitenkin saanut jonkinlaisen sykähdyksen positiivisempaan ajatteluun. Haluaisitko elää sellaista onnellista elämää, jossa stressi ei näyttelisi isoa osaa, et olisi masentunut ja olisit kaiken kaikkiaan tyytyväinen itseesi? Todennäköisesti haluaisit mutta elämän varrella on niin paljon asioita, jotka lyövät märkää rättiä naamaa vasten. Tarkoituksenani on mennä kirjan loppuun ja yrittää sitten pitää se ajatusmaailma, jonka on sen myötä saavuttanut. Olen varma, että kaikki nuo vakuuttelut jäävät unholaan kun kirjan lukeminen loppuu. Tiedän nyt kuitenkin paras online casino gaming, että pystyn itse vaikuttamaan siihen miten valoisana tai tummana näen elämän paras online casino gaming, mahdollisuuteni ja tulevaisuuteni. You get a day off after each week. I had done all the affirmations for the first week and felt it’s not going anywhere. Then after that free day, I forgot to read the book in the next 3 days. I also hadn’t managed to say them 3 times a day and sometimes it was already near bed time when I remembered to do it. When I did the affirmations paras online casino gaming, I did them with a feel though. So there I was, one week behind me and thought this is a waste of time. I let my thoughts wonder how I had felt that week and how I was currently feeling and found out I was actually a bit more cheered up and what’s more important, feeling creative again. Tämän ilmoituksen, minun kriisit tuli katalysaattori oman sisäisen vapauden. 3. Kommunikoi teidän koko itse. Kesti 27 vuotta ennen kuin löysin rohkeutta puhua minun totuus. Olen kamppaillut ilmaista totuutta keskusteluun muiden kanssa, olin epärehellinen itseeni paras online casino gaming, ja minun elämä ei vastaa totuutta siitä paras online casino gaming, kuka Tiesin olevani. Luottavaisesti ilmaista totuutta tahansa seuraavasti: Olen elänyt elämäni teeskennellen Olin onnellinen, ja monta vuotta, olen yrittänyt vakuuttaa itselleni tunsin täyttyvät. Hitaasti aloin kuunnella mitä tunsin sisällä syvimmissä osissa kuka olin. Tutkin millaista oli ilmaista totuutta muille, ja miten vapauttava että tuntui. Olen myös kiehtoi serendipity joka tuli pelata, kun otin toimiin että totuus elämässäni. I truly feel LIVE FROM LOCKDOWN juuri tällä hetkellä. I want to catch y’all up on what’s been going on with your brother, comrade paras online casino gaming, general, ystävä, big homie paras online casino gaming, big brother, ja, to the few paras online casino gaming, your enemy. I’m currently writing this post by hand on notebook paper because I’m locked down. I spent my 39th birthday in here. But for every curse there’s a blessing to come. I can truly say my blessing came three fold. 1) I finally got control of the pain that was in my head and heart over all the hurt I’ve dealt with over the past 18 kuukautta. 2) I’m being removed from this plantation and will have the chance to start over. 3) I finally put God in control of my life. Since I can remember God has watched over me. I still don’t put myself in a box by labeling my beliefs. A day of happiness kills five days of sadness. I fear not seeing my son become great. I fear if I speak out on the injustice that is happening with my people, I’ll be assassinated or ostracized by the same people I’m fighting to help free. This is my truth which gives my freedom! I fear being killed by those who are supposed to love me. I will smile at every hurdle. I will laugh at every opportunity. I will celebrate life at every death. I will fight every battle and do my best to win every war. I will honor my loved ones and respect my foes. I will love every hater. I will wipe every tear. I will do my Dougie at every dance and brush every piece of dirt off my shoulder. I will put my ten toes firmly in the dirt and stick that famous finger in the air. I will teach the youth and pray for the ignorant. I will give my life for love. honor and respect and pray to God for the ones who don’t or won’t. I will mourn those before me and live til I join them . With these, and probably a few more, I look in the mirror and face my fears head on. Put the shit on my shoulders. roll my sleeves up. put my black gloves on. lace up my steel-toe boots. and press the damn gas ! I fear my past will always hinder my future. I fear losing the blessings of true love. These last 18 months I’ve been so angry to the point I was blinded and could not see the blessing that was right in my face. Nähdä, since I been in this hole I couldn’t pinpoint what I was going to write about. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks: Write about my truth and that will always be my freedom. My anger over the lack of respect, loyalty and love from my homies, family members, and supposed friends pushed me beyond the limits of my endurance. My behavior may have caused me to lose someone who has shown me that love can over-ride pain. There are times when God’s truth will become disconnected from the reality of our daily lives. The tendency will be to allow our worry and fear to control our thoughts and subsequently our actions. But if we force ourselves to throw our doubts and fears at Jesus He will help make it reconnect again. He will bring the truth of His word to the forefront of our minds. He will nudge us to worship to music, pray, or read the Bible. It’s the last thing we will want to do but it’s the thing that will change and reconnect our thoughts to His truth and peace the fastest. Toimitus oli paiskinut ankarasti töitä tiukalla deadlinella ja jutun lähteitä pidettiin vahvoina ja uskottavina. Juuri presidentinvaalien alla julkaistava uutinen herättäisi paljon huomiota. Näin tapahtuikin, mutta otsikoihin päätyivätkin ohjelman tekijät, joita syytettiin asiakirjojen väärentämisestä paras online casino gaming, leväperäisestä toimitustyöstä ja mikä pahinta, väärien tietojen levittämisestä. What makes Costa Ricans happy, what is their measure of success? What kind of attitudes do Nicaraguans have towards life’s big issues: family paras online casino gaming, work, friendship and death? What kind of things do they value paras online casino gaming, what is sacred for them? And of course: What can we learn about our own lives and our own deeply-held values and attitudes by comparing them with the Central-American culture? In other words, what can we learn from them in terms of how to live a good life ourselves? These are the questions I will be examining. My mission in life is to explore novel ways of thinking that enable people to better understand how to live their life in a good way. I aim to find fruitful ways to answer the ancient question about what is good life and how to live one’s life. The journey I will now be taking is a part of this mission. Through absorbing myself to the Central American culture for a couple of months I hope to widen my perspective and thus be able to think about these basic questions in a more open and wide-reaching way.
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